Iowa. That’s where I was the last week and some change, combined with a little Tri-State visitation. I’ve been loathe to make contact with people electronically, either via email or here, for reasons I’m still not quite sure of. Possibly the fact I was fired (or the kinder euphemism ‘let go’, reflecting the economic reasons behind my dismissal) right before the holidays might have something to do with it.
In any case, I’ll certainly have more time for typing here, though whether I’ll be able to is another matter. Currently I’m sitting in one of our lovely public libraries utilizing their wifi, as the server at home appears to be on but not feeling like connecting to the internet today.
I must admit I was disappointed being let go, though it wasn’t unexpected in the least. I saw it coming a mile away in the form of losing large accounts over the months prior, and up close and personal the day before: 2 people in the art department were let go in the most awkward way possible Monday morning. Monday morning! You come in after your commute, settle in with a cup of coffee, get called into the office and find out you are no longer employed and have to clear out within 15 minutes. Nice! That doesn’t even win for Most Awkward and Abrupt firing- a fellow coworker was called up WHILE ON HIS VACATION and told not to come to the holiday party at the end of the week. When asked why, they said ‘oh, because you’re being let go’. Huh. It says a lot about my job satisfaction that my deepest regret was also losing the opportunity to attend the holiday party. That there were only 2 more days to go was the harshest blow.
But all is not gloom and doom, despite the fact I know exactly 5 people out of all my friends currently employed. I’ll hopefully figure out what I’d rather be doing than office work, and waking up at the kindlier hour of 9:00am has done wonders for my attitude. Sure, in a few weeks I’ll begin fretting about money and the like, but for now, I’ll enjoy the ride.



